Wednesday, January 7, 2026

I hate it here today

I dont even know where to start, what to even say.

I still feel the knives in my back.  There is no consideration.  And I am not even sure anything will change.

I am a fucking joke to everyone around me.  The people I love and trust the most don't treat me seriously.

I keep hearing people fear me.  HA!  Fucking joke.

I try to be friendly, but anything I say is not important.  Nobody responds.  Nobody cares about what I have to say.

I feel stuck.  I have no social life here.  I just wanna leave.

I am ready to leave this ugly feeling behind as I grow just a little bit colder. 

I'm going out tonight.  But I wont be the same tomorrow.

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