I dont even know where to start, what to even say.
I still feel the knives in my back. There is no consideration. And I am not even sure anything will change.
I am a fucking joke to everyone around me. The people I love and trust the most don't treat me seriously.
I keep hearing people fear me. HA! Fucking joke.
I try to be friendly, but anything I say is not important. Nobody responds. Nobody cares about what I have to say.
I feel stuck. I have no social life here. I just wanna leave.
I am ready to leave this ugly feeling behind as I grow just a little bit colder.
I'm going out tonight. But I wont be the same tomorrow.
